I can not even begin to explain

The depth of pain I am feeling

Upon the loss of you, of my love

My soul was brutally torn in half

You still have the other half,

Even though you may not feel the same

No one could understand

The depth of pain I am feeling,

For I still love you so, yet I am not allowed to

It is painful getting though each days,

And coming home to an empty place,

Never mind the yapping dogs

There were many moments when I wanted to turn around,

To tell you something, or to hug you and tell you I love you,

Yet the seat remained empty, your empty presence taunting

Dreams and goals, they all included you,

Yet I sit, all alone and broken,

For life is nothing now, and I still desire you

Going to bed all alone at nights, 

My dreams enclosed of you,

And I wake up even more alone

All those are barely scratching the surface

Of the depth of pain I am feeling

Upon the loss of you, of my love  

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