John's poems of...LIFE - LIVING &LOVE...JDJ

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I'm kinda at point of Exhaustion
from, bending side ways backwards forward, around and around--over and over for years and years and years--Helping my every sons and daughters the Best, and more and more and more than my Best putting me in a Deeper hole and DEBT, --GOD-KNOWS--for--ALL-Of--THEM-----each-and--every--ONE


Now, I'm sitting here a FEELIN---GUILTY
that, I'm arranging, and Payin, --ALL--ALL--ALL--of, my PAST-PAST-PAST--OverDUE--Credit--C---A--R--D--S-------of---18----just--FOR-ME


I, know that they are All, Struggling, and--TRYIN-Their--very-very-very--BEST
but I have been, Doin, all I can, and much more and more and more, --Now--OVER-MY-HEAD--in--LOANS--and--DEBT--so, I have to make a plan, to pay--DOWN-MY-OWN---Over--DEBT---and--put--all, of my----free--free--free--dishing --out now to--Final-REST


So--with--SOME--Communication--now--has-Totally--CEASED-and-STOPPED

As they took me for--GRANTED--and,-- got--use to me over-spending-on-them-for-EVERYTHING-even without stop pause drop and roll--or--Questioning--so, NOW-they-are-in--SHOCK


But still I'm FEELIN GUILTY
im a divorced Dad, and my kids are all that I have and mean-EVERYTHING to-me


But if I dont STOP now--and--get outta this Deep hole of DEBT
I can't help no one in case of--REAL-EMERGENCY--and-I-will-have--then-much--DEEPER--REGRETS







By John d JUNGERS
05---MARCH---2018


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I`m kinda at point of Exhaustion