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 THE REFLECTION OF A TORTURED SOUL

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Lights Out


 



This is the end of my life!



I drop to my knees and peace is all I feel!



Escaping this misery and strife!



This pathetic excuse for my life!



 



No one cares that I exist!



A sick but unapologetic twist!



Entering this world as a mistake in the night!



Leaving this world - angels with bright auras, surrounded by white light!



 



No one really cares!



Friendships are just exchanges of what they can take!



They don’t realise that spending time / caring is free for goodness sake!



 



Am I that intolerable to spend time with?



When you are breathing in my space!



Do you spend time with me out of pity and not because you care!



Superficial laughter & fakery everywhere!



 



Sick! Fake! Polluted friends!



This is where the fakery ends!



I have opened my heart and given you all of me,



But you continue to spit your venom and negativity!



 



Friendships cost! 



I am the one they think is flush!



We go to the bar and cut through the crush!



I turn around to see where you are?



But you place you order from a far!



 



There are givers and receivers in this life and everyone takes from me without a second thought!



 



My heart is pure and constantly abused!



This life I live is a miserable excuse!



 



Not one of you would cry if I die!



Why am I your friend I ask myself why?



 



Lonely, empty, and on my own!



No one gets me! Love, I quickly disown!



 



Death fills me with peace!



Taking away how I feel!



Tears roll down my face, as I drop to my knees!



No more...  Jesus... please!



 



Tick, tock...



 



Lights out! 



 



 



Written by © Wendy Roberts 09-06-2018, all rights reserved



 







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