This is the end of my life!
I drop to my knees and peace is all I feel!
Escaping this misery and strife!
This pathetic excuse for my life!
No one cares that I exist!
A sick but unapologetic twist!
Entering this world as a mistake in the night!
Leaving this world - angels with bright auras, surrounded by white light!
No one really cares!
Friendships are just exchanges of what they can take!
They don’t realise that spending time / caring is free for goodness sake!
Am I that intolerable to spend time with?
When you are breathing in my space!
Do you spend time with me out of pity and not because you care!
Superficial laughter & fakery everywhere!
Sick! Fake! Polluted friends!
This is where the fakery ends!
I have opened my heart and given you all of me,
But you continue to spit your venom and negativity!
I am the one they think is flush!
We go to the bar and cut through the crush!
I turn around to see where you are?
But you place you order from a far!
There are givers and receivers in this life and everyone takes from me without a second thought!
My heart is pure and constantly abused!
This life I live is a miserable excuse!
Not one of you would cry if I die!
Why am I your friend I ask myself why?
Lonely, empty, and on my own!
No one gets me! Love, I quickly disown!
Death fills me with peace!
Taking away how I feel!
Tears roll down my face, as I drop to my knees!
No more... Jesus... please!
Written by © Wendy Roberts 09-06-2018, all rights reserved
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