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THINK ?















YYYYYYEEEEEAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH ?

THAT I CAN'T DO ?

THINK !

I MIGHT SAY THAT I TOOK FOUR SURGERIES INTO ONE !

On THE LEFT SIDE OF MY HEART ?

I HAD A VEIN BEATING On My HEART LIKE A DRUM !

On THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART ?

I HAD A KNOTT AT THE BOTTOM !

AND On THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY HEART ?

IT'S THE HYPERLIPEDIMIA DEFECTED LEAKY VALVE ENLARGED HEART

 THAT THEY FIXED UP THE LEAKY VALVE !

AND ALSO THEY SHAVED SOME ALCOHOL ON THE SIDE OF MY HEART ?

TO MAKE IT THE RIGHT SIZE ONCE AGAIN !

NOW I USED TO BE ABLE TO THINK OF SOME POETRY WITH JUST

 THE HOLY SPIRITUAL REALM COMING TO ME OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD !

NOW ITS GRADUALLY COMING BACK TO ME ?

AND I MEAN SLOWLY !

ONCE AND AWHILE I HAVE TO GIVE MY ANGELS

 A LITTLE PRAYER TO LET THE ANGELS Of JESUS CRYSTALITE CHRIST ?



HIT ME WITH ANOTHER POEM !

SSSSSSOOOOO WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE ?

IS A VERY SPECIAL KINDA REBIRTH !

A REBIRTH WITH A NEW HEART !

NOW I HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT My PROBLEMS WITH MY

 HEART STARTED BACK IN THE 1970'S !

WHEN I JUMPED Up On My FATHERS GRAINY BENS

THAT DRIED THE GRAIN DRY WHEN ONE PLUGS In THE 220

 VOLTAGE In THE ELECTRICITY TO BLOWS THE GRAIN DRY

AND WHEN I DID THAT ?

WWEEEEELLLLLLL !

THAT 220 VOLTAGE CORD WAS WET !

SSSSSSOOOOO NATURALLY I GOTTEN SHOCKED !

NOW IF I DIDN'T JUMP Up To GRAB THE HOT AND WET GROUNDED 220 VOLTAGE CORD ?

WHO KNOWS I MIGHT NOT EVEN BE HERE TYPING IN THIS POETRY / PHRASE !

IN OTHER WORDS ?

I WOULD'VE FOUND OUT WHERE I WAS GOING ?

HEAVENS OR HELL !

NOW I'VE BEEN THROUGH ALOT INCLUDING 1ST GRADE TEACHER DOING My BRAIN WRONG ?

ALSO   RHEUMATIC FEVER BEFORE I GOTTEN OUT OF MY BABY CRADLE !

ALONG WITH ALL THE  RECREATIONAL ILLEGAL DRUGS THAT I INDULGE IN BEFORE 1987 The YEAR !

AND THEN 14 YEARS OF INDULGING THE WRONG PERSCRIPTION

SCHIZOPHRENIA MEDICINE THAT MADE ME WEIGH 322 PUNDITS WHEN NOW I WEIGH ? 205 POUNDS !

GIVE OuOr TAKE A FEW ?

THEN CHANGING MY MEDS AND GETTING MY FIRST JOB SINCE 1984 .

AND BEING STILL EMPLOYED TO THIS DAY ?

ONLY IF My HEART SHALL LET ME ?

LATER ! >?<

A SERIOUS HEARTATTACK IN JUNE OF 2014 And ALSO WALKING INSIDE THE COUNTY MEDICAL HOSPITAL To REACH OUT FOR HELP TO QUIT COLD TURKEY On ?

TWO PACK A DAY SMOKES !

THEY CALLED ME IRON LUNGS I SMOKED SSSSSSOOOOO MUCH FUNNY WEED !

ALCOHOL WAS AWAY TO MUCH TO HANDLE ?

AND ALSO COCAINE ALL THREE WAYS !

BUT DON'T FORGET THE HIT Of ACID OCCASIONALLY ?

NOW NOBODIES TOLD RANDY NULL To WALK INSIDE THAT HOSPITAL !

I DONE THAT ALL ON MY OWN To GET HELP !

YOU MIGHT SAY ?'

I GREW UP !

NOW I HAVE BEEN CLEAN AND SOBER GOING ON SINCE 1987 The YEAR !

AND PRAISING OUR LORD JESUS CRYSTALITE CHRIST ALL THE WAY !

ALSO I HAVE GOTTEN MY TESTS DONE THAT CAME UP NEGATIVE !

DON'T FORGET I HAVE BEEN SCHIZOPHRENIA FOR 28 YEARS !

DIABETIC 26 YEARS .

JUNE The HEARTATTACK WITH STENT IN CORONARY ARTERY !

NOW AUTOMOTIVE ACCIDENT WITH ELEVEN STAPLES RIGHT SQUARE ON TOP OF MY HEAD ?

IN THY SHAPE OF OUR  CALLING Us To JESUS'S HOME !

BIBLICAL NUMBER 7 !

AND APRIL 10TH/ 2018 OPEN HEART SURGERY WITH ON TOP OF

THOSE THREE MALFUNCTION WRONG THINGS FOUND IN MY HEART !

INSTALLED A MECHANICAL MITRAL VALVE !

ALSO !

WELL HAVE I BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH And LIVE To TELL ABOUT IT !

I AM NOT A QUITTER !

I STILL HAVE My EMPLOYMENT JOB !

IT'S JUST The MATTER OF TIME IT TAKES FOR My HEART

TO HEALS BEFORE I WORK 20 HOURS PER WEEK AGAIN ?

I ACTUALLY HAD FOUR SURGERIES INTO ONE !

NOW WHAT I AM TRYING TO WRITE HERE ?

WWEEEEELLLLLLL ?

THAT I HAPPENS TO BE LIVING PROOF >?<

THAT JESUS CHRIST NEVER LEAVE YOU ~!~

RIGHTS !

DARN RIGHTS ~!~.

NOW I TITLED THIS POETRY / PHRASE THINK !

THINK AS IN WHAT YOUR NEXT GOALS ARE ?

THINK ABOUT WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPENS IN THE FUTURE TO COME ?

THINK OF YOUR NEXT DAYS OF SURVIVAL >?<

NOW I THINK THAT I SHALL FINALLY REACH THE POINT WHERE I WWEEEEELLLLLLL HAVE POETRY COMES BACK TO ME NATURAL ONCE AGAIN !

AS My HEART HEALS !

THE POINT OF THIS POETRY / PHRASE Is ?

JESUS NEVER LEAVES YOU !

NOT UNLESS YOUR WORSHIP THE EVIL GODS ?

THEN And EVEN THEN ?

JESUS IS WITH YOU !

UNTIL YOU WIND UP IN HELLS ETERNITY ?

THINK PEOPLE THINK ?



WRITTEN BY RANDLE KIRK NULL B= Day 08/25/1959



COPYRIGHTS DATE OF 4TH Of JULY 2018

INDEPENDENCE ! DAY !

INDEPENDENT Day FOR RANDY NULL TAA SEVENITES COWBOY HIMSELF !

DELIVERED By H. RANDY 7 NULL

RIGHT FROM JESUS'S ARMS ?

THANKS FOLKS !








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