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THINK ?
YYYYYYEEEEEAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH ?
THAT I CAN'T DO ?
THINK !
I MIGHT SAY THAT I TOOK FOUR SURGERIES INTO ONE !
On THE LEFT SIDE OF MY HEART ?
I HAD A VEIN BEATING On My HEART LIKE A DRUM !
On THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART ?
I HAD A KNOTT AT THE BOTTOM !
AND On THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY HEART ?
IT'S THE HYPERLIPEDIMIA DEFECTED LEAKY VALVE ENLARGED HEART
THAT THEY FIXED UP THE LEAKY VALVE !
AND ALSO THEY SHAVED SOME ALCOHOL ON THE SIDE OF MY HEART ?
TO MAKE IT THE RIGHT SIZE ONCE AGAIN !
NOW I USED TO BE ABLE TO THINK OF SOME POETRY WITH JUST
THE HOLY SPIRITUAL REALM COMING TO ME OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD !
NOW ITS GRADUALLY COMING BACK TO ME ?
AND I MEAN SLOWLY !
ONCE AND AWHILE I HAVE TO GIVE MY ANGELS
A LITTLE PRAYER TO LET THE ANGELS Of JESUS CRYSTALITE CHRIST ?
HIT ME WITH ANOTHER POEM !
SSSSSSOOOOO WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE ?
IS A VERY SPECIAL KINDA REBIRTH !
A REBIRTH WITH A NEW HEART !
NOW I HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT My PROBLEMS WITH MY
HEART STARTED BACK IN THE 1970'S !
WHEN I JUMPED Up On My FATHERS GRAINY BENS
THAT DRIED THE GRAIN DRY WHEN ONE PLUGS In THE 220
VOLTAGE In THE ELECTRICITY TO BLOWS THE GRAIN DRY
AND WHEN I DID THAT ?
WWEEEEELLLLLLL !
THAT 220 VOLTAGE CORD WAS WET !
SSSSSSOOOOO NATURALLY I GOTTEN SHOCKED !
NOW IF I DIDN'T JUMP Up To GRAB THE HOT AND WET GROUNDED 220 VOLTAGE CORD ?
WHO KNOWS I MIGHT NOT EVEN BE HERE TYPING IN THIS POETRY / PHRASE !
IN OTHER WORDS ?
I WOULD'VE FOUND OUT WHERE I WAS GOING ?
HEAVENS OR HELL !
NOW I'VE BEEN THROUGH ALOT INCLUDING 1ST GRADE TEACHER DOING My BRAIN WRONG ?
ALSO RHEUMATIC FEVER BEFORE I GOTTEN OUT OF MY BABY CRADLE !
ALONG WITH ALL THE RECREATIONAL ILLEGAL DRUGS THAT I INDULGE IN BEFORE 1987 The YEAR !
AND THEN 14 YEARS OF INDULGING THE WRONG PERSCRIPTION
SCHIZOPHRENIA MEDICINE THAT MADE ME WEIGH 322 PUNDITS WHEN NOW I WEIGH ? 205 POUNDS !
GIVE OuOr TAKE A FEW ?
THEN CHANGING MY MEDS AND GETTING MY FIRST JOB SINCE 1984 .
AND BEING STILL EMPLOYED TO THIS DAY ?
ONLY IF My HEART SHALL LET ME ?
LATER ! >?<
A SERIOUS HEARTATTACK IN JUNE OF 2014 And ALSO WALKING INSIDE THE COUNTY MEDICAL HOSPITAL To REACH OUT FOR HELP TO QUIT COLD TURKEY On ?
TWO PACK A DAY SMOKES !
THEY CALLED ME IRON LUNGS I SMOKED SSSSSSOOOOO MUCH FUNNY WEED !
ALCOHOL WAS AWAY TO MUCH TO HANDLE ?
AND ALSO COCAINE ALL THREE WAYS !
BUT DON'T FORGET THE HIT Of ACID OCCASIONALLY ?
NOW NOBODIES TOLD RANDY NULL To WALK INSIDE THAT HOSPITAL !
I DONE THAT ALL ON MY OWN To GET HELP !
YOU MIGHT SAY ?'
I GREW UP !
NOW I HAVE BEEN CLEAN AND SOBER GOING ON SINCE 1987 The YEAR !
AND PRAISING OUR LORD JESUS CRYSTALITE CHRIST ALL THE WAY !
ALSO I HAVE GOTTEN MY TESTS DONE THAT CAME UP NEGATIVE !
DON'T FORGET I HAVE BEEN SCHIZOPHRENIA FOR 28 YEARS !
DIABETIC 26 YEARS .
JUNE The HEARTATTACK WITH STENT IN CORONARY ARTERY !
NOW AUTOMOTIVE ACCIDENT WITH ELEVEN STAPLES RIGHT SQUARE ON TOP OF MY HEAD ?
IN THY SHAPE OF OUR CALLING Us To JESUS'S HOME !
BIBLICAL NUMBER 7 !
AND APRIL 10TH/ 2018 OPEN HEART SURGERY WITH ON TOP OF
THOSE THREE MALFUNCTION WRONG THINGS FOUND IN MY HEART !
INSTALLED A MECHANICAL MITRAL VALVE !
ALSO !
WELL HAVE I BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH And LIVE To TELL ABOUT IT !
I AM NOT A QUITTER !
I STILL HAVE My EMPLOYMENT JOB !
IT'S JUST The MATTER OF TIME IT TAKES FOR My HEART
TO HEALS BEFORE I WORK 20 HOURS PER WEEK AGAIN ?
I ACTUALLY HAD FOUR SURGERIES INTO ONE !
NOW WHAT I AM TRYING TO WRITE HERE ?
WWEEEEELLLLLLL ?
THAT I HAPPENS TO BE LIVING PROOF >?<
THAT JESUS CHRIST NEVER LEAVE YOU ~!~
RIGHTS !
DARN RIGHTS ~!~.
NOW I TITLED THIS POETRY / PHRASE THINK !
THINK AS IN WHAT YOUR NEXT GOALS ARE ?
THINK ABOUT WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPENS IN THE FUTURE TO COME ?
THINK OF YOUR NEXT DAYS OF SURVIVAL >?<
NOW I THINK THAT I SHALL FINALLY REACH THE POINT WHERE I WWEEEEELLLLLLL HAVE POETRY COMES BACK TO ME NATURAL ONCE AGAIN !
AS My HEART HEALS !
THE POINT OF THIS POETRY / PHRASE Is ?
JESUS NEVER LEAVES YOU !
NOT UNLESS YOUR WORSHIP THE EVIL GODS ?
THEN And EVEN THEN ?
JESUS IS WITH YOU !
UNTIL YOU WIND UP IN HELLS ETERNITY ?
THINK PEOPLE THINK ?
WRITTEN BY RANDLE KIRK NULL B= Day 08/25/1959
COPYRIGHTS DATE OF 4TH Of JULY 2018
INDEPENDENCE ! DAY !
INDEPENDENT Day FOR RANDY NULL TAA SEVENITES COWBOY HIMSELF !
DELIVERED By H. RANDY 7 NULL
RIGHT FROM JESUS'S ARMS ?
THANKS FOLKS !
THINK ?
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