As I sit here, longing for you to be near, your memory haunts me.There is such great fear in my heart,for now we are forever apart.
Every word you ever spoke is playing through my mind.
Be good, do what you know you should. Act like a lady, be ready for the fact life's hard and rarely fair.
I wish you knew just how hard I try, every night lately alone I cry. The elloquence of words you taught,
I can't seem to find the ones sought. The one's to explain these feelings of being lost, from my mind refraine.
I don't want to be weak, but my life is suddenly so damned bleak. Your voice I can no longer hear, who will guide
me? In who's wisdom should I abide? You raised me strong, to ensure I wouldn't go wrong.
I won't let you down, you made me ready for this plight. Though unsure and a little insecure , I'm ready for this fight.
To make you proud and stand away from the crowd. The way my grief seems to shroud. Beyond prepared I know I can make it,
even if I'm a little scared.
The knowlage and love you shared is tucked away in my heart, so we're never really apart.