Ones inner soul lays in the depths of every emotion
ever known, felt or disowned . While some attempt to
deny or put a bandaid on to hide, we can never
fully escape it's truth and our eventual fate to face.
Out of nowhere they can grab a person, pull them in
and down into places one could surely call hell and
unable to dispell. Shocked to discover it is ourselves
that roam with a devils tail.
We are overcome by emotion and each time in
hopes theywill be recognized beyond the disguised
forms given them. Colored in blame forced to hold all
shame and despair.It all boils down to a judgment game.
It feels next to impossible to look upon the twisted and
deformed, the sheer hopelessness of reproach. Where
the hell is my life coach?
Oh I see, didn't want to come down to the pits of
my inner emotional nightmare, if I had only known,
What? I have to go the whole distance alone? Help
help, this isn't fair!
Here I now stand, before the muck of my storm torn
inner Islands, Heaps of broken dreams that look like
mountains causing the heart to bleed and weep like
an endless flowing fountain.
For the love of God all I want to do is go to sleep,
yes they say, but that's all everyone does...
The reason things never will change. Its time to
clean your inner home and rearrange.
Its dirty and no place to tip toe around wearing white
gloves, The message has come from both the Divine
Mother and Great Spirit above. The sooner you start
the betterment for all once done.
Oh yes one more thing... Remember no one promised
youit was going to be a rose garden. Really? Didnt need
to hear that again, Hello, I'm from the world where sin
began and it's been no party much less a rose garden.
I just wish it didn't hurt so much. Oh well here goes
nothing, I plug my nose and before I jump in....all I
can say is wish me luck.