It's time for a choice to be made and my voice to be clear. I'm so uncertain of what to do, say or even pray. Shrouded in fear my mind wonders if I should just lay down and be contented with what I've found. Oh but then this feeling comes around, tears flow without making a sound . I want more and I have a clear idea seated somewhere deep in my core. A dream, a burning desire and it's being snuffed out, the more I stand still. I want to feel , though I'm still trying to heal.
I've come so far from where I've been, survived much more than most any before. Shall I continue to lie in wait for some hero to save? No, eventually I will go ahead and pave my own way. One day It will be worth the pain to grow and know there really is something more .
I know I will just do it scared with the courage I've found, I hope I do it befor I've drownd.