I ask myself, "AM I JEALOUS?" and
I would like to say, "NO I AM NOT"
but telling you the truth, I am
jealous and I cannot pretend
that I am not jealous.
I really do not blame other men
for falling in love with you because
you are like a magnet with
extremely beautiful heart and
mind and body to match your heart.
They have to be either blind or
fool to not recognise a real beauty
and not fall in love with you.
Knowing the reason why they
fall in love with you does not
help and stop me from becoming
jealous and then angry and sad.
I cannot be angry with you because
it is not your fault that God made you
a perfect beauty – inside and out.
Cannot be angry with men falling
for you as they could not help.
Thinking about this frustrating
and sad situation I sulk inside
and pretend as if all is well but
you are too sharp and make me
tell what is bothering and then
your reassuring words saying
"I love you and NO ONE ELSE"
make me happy and smile.
I still cannot pretend that I am
not jealous of men falling for you.
AM I JEALOUS? 