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Hmm.


I don't want to feel

I don't care to be

I'm overly wired

And it's starting to kill me



You've never really loved me

I was a settlement at best

I'm so sorry that I suck

And I've failed all your tests



I was once so genuine

But you broke me down

I was once full of laughter

But now I just frown



I tried so hard to be perfect

Even though you say otherwise

I tried so hard to make you forget

That it's me that you despise



I can't fix this at all

I'm just a broken soul

We only have one life

And this one's getting old



You see right through me

Like I'm not even here

And I'm screaming inside

But you just drink your beer



I don't even exist for you

Except for a weight on your shoulder

I'm so sorry your stuck

I should have been bolder



I should not have kept you

I should have set you free

But I was hoping for something

That just won't ever be



Your hate is overwhelming

Your mood swings kill me

But here I still stand

But can I use the word barely?



I'm barely here at all

An annoyance in your life

I'm so sorry that your stuck

With me as your wife














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