Bewildered
Confused
How can this be?
It’s simply not right
Everything…
I have given everything
So,
What happened?
What changed?
Was it a memory?
A feeling?
Or,
You have always felt
This way…
Towards me
Leaving me
Bewildered
Confused…
Unhinged..
No not me
My mind is strong
…was strong
Now weak
Unstable
Thoughts that should not be thoughts
Memories that wound
Wounds opened
But truth…?
Never there
Hidden from view
Not from you..
You know me
Hurt me
Confuse me
Bewilder me.