This life is a temporary stage, a temporary phase. Anxiety, depression, anger and rage. Grog'n and smoke adds to the confusion. Life is a mess when living in a delusion.
There is no ending it or escape to be found in suicide and no peace. Time to bow down before the Lord of the the two West and two East.
Time to understand Life's true purpose. It is revealed when you study hadieth, tafsir, read, recite, memorize and live by Qur'anic verses.