Why do I feel your energy
Its vindictive
It's out to destroy me
You're envious of who I become
You feel responsible for choices you made but are clearly unhappy with
Yet how do I know this
The inner workings of your twisted ego are clear as day
Your pride I can see
I wish I never met you
Because this is what turned my life upside down
Everyone hated me and everyone loved you
I let you have the fame you stole from the hustle that took so long to grind
You couldn't have me so wanted to destroy my livlihood and life
Not knowing I clearly was crazy about you, but I just didn't know how to express this to you
I knew it was not the right time so backing off was my only option and you tried making me jealous
Then you ended up trapping yourself, but I hadn't even known you were even dating
Or I'd say hey I actually feel something
I knew each time you argued with her even if we were at a distance
I still know when you have issues it's like a spell renewed each time the phase of the moon changes
Only I cannot bring myself to love someone so immature and heartless
His partner and family are hanging on by a thread and he just picks up freeloading birds from social media
I couldn't love someone who loved someone else, but I wish your family would back off and stop blaming me for the issues
I wish you'd take accountability and finally become a real man