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 A New Woman

Not every writer you read is me
Not every quote is by me even though I made a name
I made controversy, I dealt with backlash,conflict and emotional abuse
I dealt with grief and many others have my life story, just it ends a little different
We all dealt with it differently
I chose mental health because of my recovery and helped many recover from gbh
I was hiding who I was to be someone I wasn't and I didn't want to anymore
I couldn't live a lie it was making me feel sick
The more I let go of the past the more doors opened up, the less bad happened to me
I realised I was hurt, but what for ?
Exactly why did I pain myself because of people who didn't like me
Why were I seeking validation?
So this is where I searched inside of myself and realised it was to do with resentment, negligence and childhood abuse and bullying
I eventually toughened up and loved myself for who I was, a kind, humble, empathic soul
I'm forgiving and affectionate and loving
People envy these qualities and mock you, but it is not weak at all
To those who hurt me it's too late to erase the past, but perhaps we can start over
Hi I'm ----- we never met and there's a lot of things your eyes are telling me like you hide who you are inside because you're afraid to be who you truly are
You're afraid people will judge you and I can honestly say the ones who do You're best off letting them go and living your best life because they will only hold you back







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