Where art thou
That insecure drift
The love you once felt
I see your heart tied in knots
Drowned in toxins lost in withering despair
I could take thy pain away
If only you can trust me, but you won't
So I forever watch the puppet masters work their venom through your veins
I wait for justice for all the pain they caused you
With a heavy heart I have to give up this battle because I can't save us
Each time I defeat one a hundred more will attack us
So I'm not here to be bothersome I want to now be left alone
Meeting you caused me great pain and suffering
If only you knew what grief felt like, but you will never know
My heart bled losing you because it actually hurt
I was willing to give you all that I had
Now I haven't got anything left for you
I used all my strength to fight off their evil
I realise as much as I admire you, I can't be part of something so toxic
I must stay away because I'm pure and I'm kind
I don't want this and I don't like negative energy
So I hope I look dear to you in the near future
This way everyone trying to hurt me and my family stay far away
Like we haven't had enough suffering
If only you knew half of my pain, but you will never know
If only you knew and heaven would have waited for your kindness
I was so stupid and blind to believe you had any empathy at all
Or are you actually different than you pretend to act, I see a narcissist or someone raised by one
I can't be around people like this