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 A New Woman

Written at 18 years old

I wear my best outfits
I work to get the best cosmetics
To look and smell the best
Your eyes wander to other girls
Like I'm just not good enough
It doesn't make me feel jealous
It hurts my feelings and makes me feel hostile towards you
No not tonight I'm not in the mood
My eyes don't want to lock into yours right now
Yet I can't always help it, that smile
The scent and I know you're mine
It's those other women they piss me off
Smiling and flirting back in front of me
Don't they see I'm the one who's then got to satisfy you
I'm slowly seeing this turning into a loveless marriage
You're satisfied and I'm not satisfied
I force myself to flirt because I know they may easily take you away
Or am I just being a silly girl
I keep trying to tell myself I'm beautiful enough because all women tell me
Most men look at others, but he chose you
So why do you make us feel so insecure
For some girls this works, but for me I'm an Empath
This makes me want to turn away from you in disgust







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