It's hard that I caught your scent December 2021
I was obviously busy and I didn't pay attention
I felt a Ray of joy and maybe it was just me
Naive, Angelic and silly
I kind of hoped you would like me
I realised then I had to face reality
You rejected me and I will never measure up
For 5 years I couldn't look at another man
I had to let this go
I knew you were fed lies about me
That's why my healing was slow or otherwise it was very fast
I never found someone so Attractive
I could see you liked travelling, animals and nature
You wanted the best friend in your companion which I searched for my whole life
Yet I was always there and you didn't want me
I can't feel chemistry or physics with anyone like My heart races when our eyes meet
I feel like you were in my life to test me
Hurt me, ridicule me and make feel ashamed of myself
I felt ugly and inferior until I became completely the opposite
I put my guard up and I never did that before
Now I can't seem to take it down because I'm afraid of being hurt
I seem to look up, but nobody compares and I hate this
Someday I'm working to move myself far away because I can't stand this anymore
I felt like you lead me on, but I forgive you
I'm my own best friend now and my own companion
Thanks to you I'm actually feeling good in myself like I can so anything
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