I guess I'm not the type of daughter
You'd imagined
Mum didn't place My value high enough
It's because she didn't see it like you did
You understood my dreams and she didn't
I still love her, but she really got my heart tied up dad
I think I really just want to be on my own
Someday there might be a fighting chance
I can't lay here saying I'm not hurt when it was just yesterday
I was rejected and its triggered my post traumatic stress
I hate it, but it all started after I was beaten to death in the middle of our neighbourhood
Only few people helped me and for this I was grateful
I had to sort the rest out myself
My life, a home, my bills and my life has been hard
I been through it all, the stress, depression and the anxiety
I'm a smiler so nobody could even notice anything was wrong
Now this pain is hard to hide but I must pull it together and I don't know how to
I really need you right now, I'm just praying so hard right now
I hate being rejected it really sucks
Especially when I think I connected and I'm nothing but a stupid ego boost
When I'm more than that and it's really annoying, but I'm going to have to start over someday someplace else
This isn't the city it used to be
People abuse kindness these days it's not how it was
People talk about you behind your back
Even more if you don't have a dad and let alone when mum dies
It will be really hard
Maybe I realised I just don't belong here
I'm not your typical type of daughter
I don't do relationships because love hurts
I can't stand another rejection or another heartbreak
I'm done
Sorry but I just can't do it no more
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