If ever I did unintentionally hurt you
Forgive me
If only you'd known my childhood
You'd know I'd never hurt a soul intentionally
Sometimes my anxiety sends me running away because of rejection and hurt
I feared triggering my post traumatic stress
I see I hurt some people and I'm sorry
I would like your forgiveness
I'm such a fool Sometimes
It took a lot for me to learn my lesson, but please let me also say this
To all single people- unless you join a cult to hate men or women and abuse them like the redpill community
You are all worthy of love
It doesn't work because thy Lord has bigger plans for you
Maybe there's something hidden you may not stand about this person
Or families will not get along
Sometimes thy Lord creates a separation to grow you and mature you
I thank you because I did receive your energy
It was warm and affectionate and somewhat caring and I felt those hands with a passion
A dream and massage I shall not forget
I look at you and pray you're loved at all times
Sorry about what I did I struggle to forgive myself Sometimes
I recall your face in my mind over and over and I always wonder what it is you tried to say
There's things after that moment which really scared me, but your family was angry with Me because I must have hurt you real bad
I wasn't even rejecting I too couldn't speak i was scared
Well looks like I just want forgiveness I need it
So take care and love yourself always
Just because I don't always look at you it doesn't mean I don't like you
I'm just scared of coming off as a creepy
I was scared of being judged do that day on a cold frosty night I ran away
Xxx