I feel whoever calls my soul
I know you struggle
Me too
I know what you're afraid of
I'm scared of heights just not physical heights although they look scary when you look down
Hence being abandoned or lost
I get the pain others suffer because I been through so much
Hence why my heart had chosen just to work on myself
I was scared of being hurt
I pushed so many amazing people away because I hated admitting I had trust issues
I hated admitting I was with the wrong person and I got hurt
I see now clearly why we were not right for each other
All this going back and forth when we were young
This wasn't love I didn't understand it was fear and codependency
Now I been on my own for many years and I'm ready to start over, but only with someone faithful
Or I'm staying alone forever
I never want to wake up to another heart breaking hidden surprise that means it's over 💔
If my partner is dying slowly I'll stay by his side for years
I'm just afraid to take a leap of faith
I'm afraid to be loved because I don't want to get hurt again