April 2020
I wish you trust me
I'm faithful I'd never hurt you
You walk away without even a word
I'm stuck knowing you believed rumours
This hurt me with the fire of a thousand sun's
A granade through my soul
A saw cutting through the veins of my heart
I was bleeding in pain
How could you do this to me
You want faithful and you shouldn't be looking for faithful
When your friends are frenimies
Your cousins and family friends feed you intoxicating bs
When you hurt people from things that happen in the dark thy Lord will shine a light on it
I will stand on a pedestal and say I never kissed a soul other than one man I was allowed to kiss
Until he broke my heart
I feel betrayed and hurt and when I see you I feel pain
Like grief
I'd have been there now I've had enough of being made a fool of
Enough of being hurt by lies and bs