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 A New Woman

You came to me smiling
Watching me shining
Only for a season
To teach me not everything or everyone lasts forever some go without a reason
It hurts to say goodbye when all you wanted to do was find a beginning without a bending
There was nothing, but a twisted ending
Me going out of my mind
Comparing myself to other women and I was falling behind
So hard I tried to be better and more beautiful
Until I learned it was me I had to love to stop feeling so damn dull
The seasons over I pushed myself
High upon the shelf
Covered in dust
Working on my issues especially my trust
My trauma was eating me into a flare
I knew you were trouble from the first damn stare
I learned to be stronger, wiser and more independent
My mind suddenly stresses up in thoughts and I'm confused
Like why is it always you so damn infused
Do you think of me in a guilty, regretful way
Or you try to find me in others and I'm nowhere to be found after each coming day
I said I'd be willing to give you everything and learn the arts
Only now I lost all of my parts
I need to get a gig somewhere far far away
Maybe I'll forget you somehow someday







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