I was going through a lot of sh*t
I needed to learn some lessons
I have to first fix myself, be nice to be self
I'm a bourbon biscuit an oreo always stuck on other people's decisions
I need to be stronger I must free myself from sticky situations
I had to become the Nice biscuit
So I could be with someone and they get the best of me
Not the one who's always running back and forth
There's so much I'm dealing with
Its only just the start and I'm scared to ask for help
I know I need to heal myself completely
Before I love someone else
I think about you tonight because I feel stupid for walking away
I know I hurt you and you'll never speak to me again
It also means will we always be like this forever
Even when we will be together and you will be hurt
So you will not speak or come after me
Just leave me to run without asking me what is happening to me
I thought men like to be a hero
Help women and be there for them
I guess you taught me it's so untrue
I must be my own man and build myself alone
Thank you for teaching me this valuable lesson
For this I prayed for you tonight
Maybe I'll pray for you every night