My dear beloved you've always been here
Even when I was arrogant and stubborn
Even if you say I wasn't
I know I was heart broken and went through a lot
The truth was I needed to accept help
I had to be vulnerable and I found this hard
Until someday I felt I could open up to you
Maybe I felt I was arrogant and I wasn't I was trying to push myself hard
Too far and too quickly and not realising I was making myself sick
Alhamdulilah I'm now here for you all
Perhaps this short test was indeed for me and for someone's forgiveness
Perhaps it did change others
They did see me pushing myself through my invisible illnesses and I'm stringer than ever before
I'm closer to my creator than ever
I feel I don't need anyone, but Him
I have you and you're super delicate and special
You smell like the sweetest rose not on earth
You're like a rose from out of this earth
From paradise
You're my gorgeous, beautiful and sassy sis
I love our BMW and I love riding and singing with you in our car
It's our family and I love how you mother me
I make dua for every single thing you do for me
You deserve love, if it's not here
It's from paradise hun
I've not got it in me to completely give up just yet
I think it will take more than a few rejections and a heart break to get me down