Im different now
Much more aware of others
More empathic than ever
More sensitive and understanding
Much more caring
I see those who had a hard life
I pray for them and even if they say nothing at all
I see it in their body language, their eyes and how they behave
Don't worry your time will come
Have faith in Him
He has a big plan for you
Talk to Him and beg His forgiveness
Those you hurt will forgive you
Just believe in yourself
Don't you see how far we all came
I didn't have an easy life at all
Perhaps i remember some beautiful memories from childhood
I'll never get these back and i know how people use you
It feels like a cortisol drug swimming in your veins
I'm here just pour out your heart to me
I'm a good listener and i enjoy to solve problems
I don't enjoy to gossip nor to judge
I'm a lover and im not a fighter
Others may try to manipulate your Kindness
You suddenly put down that guard and when it comes to the right people you are afraid
There's only so much a person can wait
Only so long they can hold themself
Until God says i allowed this blessing too long
This cycle is over and if you refuse those blessings they become someone else's blessings
So you must speak your heart and if its refused by the receiver
You'll have to wait for a huge surprise, but trust me it will be beautiful