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 A New Woman


I believe in you
I can't even say I'm angry or through
Maybe upset because the moment I saw your smile it hit me
You taught me something and you're getting endless sawab you don't see
I don't like seeing sadness in your eyes
I always wondered what turned you away from me, until I saw yourself surrounded by lies
I have quite a few nephews and surely a few teenagers shouldn't scare you
Or is this me being strong and overly independent having a break through
How do i step back if I'm alone
How can I trust you'll rescue me or is this fuse blown
I can't lose everything I built right now
I want to love, but love doesn't want me nor will it bow
So I remained celibate and away from all
You don't trust me and this hurts me it made my heart stall
More than I can begin to say
You think I hurt you oh jeans fray
You hurt yourself and those manipulating you
I know now that you're indecisive they say words hit that note make thee mind blow
So choose them I hate you popping into my thoughts and my dreams
Not taking action its drowns out in screams
Why do you even look at me
If I'm not good enough to love or hold or seem worthy
This hurts a lot
I'm being honest because I can't stand bulls*it so for me I'm not begot
I'm just someone to look at
As good as those earrings by pat
I don't know because I'm starting to doubt you
I'm losing hope you'll ever come through
Perhaps My Lord tells me My Dear Slave he's too much brainwashed to see
The reality
Of such blessings so I'll bring you another gift
Not a thrift
Leave him be
To Learn his new found mistake
I want equal give and take
I don't want to see these eyes tell me you're sad
Come on lad
Speak now or forever hold your pad
Write the journal and say goodbye
We could be a power couple and I'll give you love like nobody ever did but you choose to say bye
I see
Now how you ignore me
Like you think my life is easy
Do you realise I work myself until my eyes close and this is sinless
I haven't said I'm perfect I could wear better dress
Only I just have a way to express












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