I spent most of my life giving
More than I received
My ego kept getting in the way
When it came to you
Life is worth more
There was a whole world I didn't see
Too blind when it came to you
We don't fit in
You're in a different league
You'd break my heart over and over
God blocked this connection
He wanted more than the one believing the lie
He knew I needed someone stronger than a boy
I needed a man without ego and pride
So when i look at him I fall in love over and over again
I needed someone who will rock my boat
So I didn't chase
I waited and waited
Until I was minding my own beeswax
I was in my own flower
Until the nectar wanted to run through 390