I regret ever liking anyone
Her toxic envious claws constantly dug into my tender skin
Deprived of any empathy
No longer a dark empath, but a sad lonely narcissist
What did I feel
Was it love or lost
Or that weird lusty lingering emotion
We often confuse with love
No most definitely lost
I was blinded by an idea of who some men were
Indeed you were toxic
Harmful in many ways and unforgivable
No she lied to you
I never liked you
Or loved you
Nor will I ever engage to anyone playing with voodoo dolls or blackmagic
First renewed on every new moon
Until your empathy got less and less
Your control much more stubborn and your insecurities worsened
There just walked this evil horrid narcissist
Who rubbed unto his wife
Who dreams of death
Or lied on God's words
That I must watch the kids
So she can run for freedom
Better lust and I'll be stuck with the kids
Stuck with you
I'd never take someone's left overs
Nor will I ever get close
I try to save relationships
Not destroy them
She lives to paint me In a bad light
After 20 years of a relationship you still know nothing about her at all
She's toxic just like you and you both deserve each other
I have no love In my heart so you tried to harm me over and over again
It wouldn't work
The only thing that is heart breaking
Is how this is being returned to sender
Yet you still won't return to God