I never felt such intense pain
I'll get through this
No matter how much
It affects me
Nothing will stand in my way
I'll still do what I gotta do dad
I realised self love must come first
A lot of people keep trying to control
Who I am and they believe they're always right
I don't know dad I started to be open about who I am
Things aren't secret if God created them
Would you let me Live a lie or be honest
So I told everyone the truth
What do I need to hide behind a mask for?
Others think being open is for attention, but we aren't
We belong in a category that's either judged for not being good enough
Or being looked down on or golf diggers
We are non of these things at all
Especially not how you raised me
I have many lovely friends who all support me with love
They don't care if I work to the bone they know that I'll see them
They make an effort to get to me this I totally appreciate
Im going through a lot at this time
It's hard for me and Dr's dismissed me I'm the passed
Now im going to fight for clarity
What this pain is because it's not normal and I must know and our family wants justice
Clarity is enough we didn't even take compensation for the years of wrong medication they did
We know Allah's punishment is greater than a lump sum of petty cash thar we don't even know came from .
Was it halal or not!
Yes I wanted love and kids the works
It doesn't look like the time for this
I think if I can handle this pain I'll handle child birth easily lol
I'll only know when I'm pregnant if I'm wrong or not
I hadn't met anyone I clicked with
They just come and talk to me
Find me boring and then disappear or come back to talk?
Wish I didn't do that i let you down with that and from now on
Im waiting and if he don't come to the family I'm staying here with me and my invisible illnesses and the one person who stayed by my side
My cat my true companion
13 years and we still strong dad
She appreciiates me just for a little scrap of chicken off my plate
She'll hug me for days in return
She's reciprocal and loyal
You r.i.p and you'll meet her there
Let me get through these next few weeks
If its anything worse I'll just say I lived a very happy and content life
Alhamdulilah
Very happy with the best people ❤️
You taught me kindness, compassion, dedication, ambition and loyalty and steadfast on deen
You're a great man chap
I love you so much and mum too
More than I loved anyone in my entire life
She prayed for me a few days ago and I am going to get this sorted once and for all
Your baby girl will be back
Stronger than ever
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