I'm pained
Strained
I want forgiveness
From God from everyone
First I need to let go of my grudges
Forgiveness for you means
Smile because I'm forgiving the pain you caused me in my heart space
I forgive the disappointment
Im a writer my opinions are general
Are you holding grudges too?
Maybe we all need to forgive each other
This illness opened my eyes to how the world is
So kind one minute and so cruel the next
God loves me so forgives me
He gave me this illness out of love
Not many understand it at all
They make fun of you and think you want attention
When you're only saving yourself from pain
Im going to fight though
Watch me haters
Im still gonna hustle
Whether you're a lover or a hater
You'll never rid of me until that angel takes my soul like God commanded him
Love me and my prayers are with you
I don't always talk to you because I don't always know where to start
How people treated me wasn't good
I still remember
I need to forgive them