I lost myself when you looked into my eyes
You gave me fear to open up
I felt I had to hide parts of myself
Or just keep my life very private
You assumed I was isolated because people didn't want me around
I chose to remain to myself
I chose to keep my life drama free
When you look at me with regret
I don't understand what you're saying
You're talking in riddles
One minute you ignore me then all of a sudden
Those sad eyes are trying to tell me something
I understand words and body language
I don't understand hot & cold behavior
You like something different I'm just someone who's too different from you
I'm strong and I can take care of myself
It's nice to be liked and appreciated
I just didn't know how to show you
If you let me tell you how I felt about how I'd been betrayed
I'd let God tell you to your face instead
You have no idea what pains I been through my whole life
To turn round and back Stab me after giving me hope is really low
In my eyes you're a scumbag and I will forgive you
Just won't look at you or feel the same about you
I wanted to give you a chance, but I'm never good enough
You hear the words I'm ugly, I'm a gold digger and a player or bad news
To some lucky man I'm the world
To you I'm trash but to one man I'll be Gold
I don't care if I have to wait until jennah
You made my heart cold as ice