You're my world
I don't want to lose you
I'm not ready
To lose you I love you
I can't bear to see you in this pain
I know for sure nobody will love me like you do
You're the best mother in the world
I just want to be the best daughter and carer for you
My heart is shattered and I feel a sense of guilt
I was too foolish and sensitive
I wanted the wrong things and I did not understand love until you taught me what real love is
You taught my siblings and they taught me
I really just wish I could take this pain away from you
If magic were real like in the movies and I could make a wish
I'd wish you better because I just want to spend time with you
I wish I could have spent more with you
Yet you don't even blame me and understand the hard life and ptsd I went through
You say you're proud of everything I overcome but it was too late
You were sick, but it was then it really changes me into something I love, but wouldn't have recognised so many years ago
I'd just be fat, sat at home binge eating, watching TV and I'd be lifeless
I will pray for you
Forever and I know you want me happily settled
Yes mum I lie I do want a life partner and bestie, but I'm not desperate
I just want the right one who will be part of our family and take care of me
Love me for who I am so I don't feel stuck, abandoned or alone
I wish its before you pass, even if you go I have plans mum
Ones that will make you happy
So don't worry about me I'll be okay and even if I never find a loving partner
I'll be okay on my own xx
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