Don't cry
It's too late for false hope so run a lake dry
I'd have given you the world in all different heart shaped sizes
You chose to listen to liars
The ones who sound convincing, but can't even put a novel together
They memorise the false chapter you want to hear forever
They'll get lost in the others if they try to put it together
You were in chapter 13 and then 14
After you were in the chapters 14-16
Then you were replaced by others
You came back in 16 for a brief second and ran away with false brothers
You looked at my transitions throughout 16 and 17
You wanted me in chapter 18 only the ones who wanted you took you away from the scene
I wasn't even aware of your status or the mountain of cash
So how could I care when I was just attracted to you and hoped we'd be something more and share memory flash
I was shy and scared you'll hurt me
You hurt me in chapter 19-21 with your confusing on and off battery
You became the fool who believed anything anyone told you
Now you're erased from my chapter its just how I do
I'm on chapter 22 of my life and I love the solitude
I don't need you and I never needed you I just wanted to include
I had God and He'll bless me always despite who tries to hurt me
You know nothing real about my life or about me
Just that my life happened to get attention through my health and activist changes
It also attracts haters who Envy that I just chuck on mu clothes and head out without checking trends or ranges
No longer worried about my contour or highlighter or my lippy
I never fit in because before I cared too much; now they care too much about looks I'm into my kippy
In my eyes you were gorgeous and after that hurt and pain
I just no longer wanted to forget that forbidden lane
Is thy holding a grudge?
Thee believed the enemies it makes you a villan too you just look like hot delicious fudge
I wanted to make you my hero in chapter 19 and by chapter 21 your fantasy
Now in chapter 22
I want nothing to do with you