Now you see her
Now you don't
All those times
It were just a horrible memory
An intoxicating feeling of despair
How could you bring so much pleasure
Then cause so much pain!
Now to the ones that we have
Cheers to times I wished I could kiss you
Prayed you were here with me
Wishing you'd be mine, but it looks like my creator
Has a better plan than disappointing me with you
Tears bring back the smiles
Kodak in the brain flourishes those memories
Even ones I don't want to recall
Goodbye to the red eyes and blurs
Goodnight to the fog
When I believed in forevermore
Wishing it will only get better
My heart feels like February
When I see you or hear your name
It's cold and it ain't going nowhere
It's fixed just like you are
I can't reach out knowing I'll just be left on read
I felt lost I remember you were the first man to make me jealous
When I never felt such a feeling
It drove me mad I knew I had to run from you
I ended up lost on the highway and back to where I started
That shared heartbeat
I wish it was a lie
I wish it never happened
Now my heart feel like flames
That sensation is anger
You turn me into a flaming torch of emotion
I don't want to feel
Don't Bury the memories
You'll cry when you can't dig them out
God's rain will erase His creations face
They are blessed in His eyes