When I walk away for good
I seen high honours and respect
People love me and offered me millions of pounds
I didnt accept the contracts
So I could take care of my mother
I know im worth more
So don't cry when I walk away for good
I may not get this chance again
I'm getting bigger from Allah
This was my test
Would I choose the money or my mother
My mother took care of me when I was sick
She helped me in school and when i was studying for my career
I needed her when dad wasn't here
We both knew we'd meet him again
I cohosh take the contract for my dreams
Especially when she needed me the most
I hear all these rumours
Im not a nice person or I'm toxic
What hurts the most is it hurts my mother more
That's what makes it unforgivable
She fights for her life and 25 grandchildren and a great grandchild
Like she hasnt dealt with these horrible rumours before
I'd come home crying just wanting to be alone
All she wanted was to comfort me
She told me we must stick it out
You're beautiful my daughter dont let them win
Years went by I'm still beautiful
There was a time I had to relearn to love myself
Right now she's fighting for her life she hardly knows me sometimes
Im telling myself I'm her special girl who never gave up on her