Far too long
I liked
Far too hard I imagined
How I could make you happy
That regret and remorse in your eyes
Or Envy to continue to deliver hostility
Is nothing more than a special kind of dead to me
Like how I was thrown the death card
Or was this love
Your way of humiliating me
To free me from your toxicity
You had to fuel your ego
Fill your pride
By making a mockery of me
Don't look back
You're nothing more than a special kind of dead to me
This was my way to start again
To show myself how worthy I am
To love myself from within
Thy Lord took away my eye contraction
It won't look the same way
No more plastering artistic streaks
Im bare and open like my soul
My heart is pure like my skin
You however are gone into the darkness
It's a scary place to be lost
Once a vampire you're running from wolves
It's a special kind of dead
Unless you bring your heart back to the light
Before its too late