I forgive too easily
I know I must defend
My honour
My ancestors
Our Royal bloodline
It's enough what happened
We are here fighting
For what's left
Life's been hard
Invisible illness is an honour
A test of gratitude and patience
Do I moan or carry on hustling
Fighting for my dreams
I seen younger and older
The dreams are alive
Mines still yet to come to fruition
I been down many roads
One will eventually lead to success
Nobody held my heart the way it deserves
So I held onto it, but I must be open to receive
Even if it means heartbreak
Disappointment, betrayal and ghosting
Watch me I'm going to be who I said I'll be
If not its not God's plan
My life has and will always be hard
I grew up fast and became responsible quickly
I feel a multitude of pains that I fight through each and every single day
Sometimes it's embarrassing holding back my emotions
Or how I really feel because I want to always be strong
I know I can't always hold the reins
I gotta let go and let it be how it needs to be
I was left out in the cold, but I got warm again by the grace of God
I'm here and won't ever leave
Nothing will stop me
Put a fork in the road
God will remove it or save me from danger
I recognise these signs
So do all others who genuinely believe