I must say I messed up myself and my love. I treated her poorly and yet again took her for granted.

My heart is shattered and I left her the pieces. I'm sure she is gone for good.

I'm thrown out like the trash I am and it's all because of me.

Reckless. Even tho I didn't cheat. I cheated her out of what we did have.

Now I'll never get her back. I am not ok. I dare not tell her that because why should she care when I didn't stop to care for hers.

I'm not ok. I'm not ok. I never wanted another. I had my one. I had my family. I had to go and be the bword I am.

Manipulative. Cold hearted b word. I'll never forget those words. I'll never forget her. She'll never take me back again.

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