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 A New Woman

It's a different kind of heartbreak
Somethings were better left unsaid
Brushed under a rug
Chance after chance I believed it to be
A word of anger and frustration
Until years passed by and I saw you turn into a method actress
You'll be left alone fore I'd never have left your side, but I'm too hurt
To carry on living through your double faced lies
Good job I didn't have kids fore they'd suffer in this heartbreak too
Don't we plan and God is the best of planners
You're all selfish, unloyal and let downs
Imagine if I could do as you did you'd really leave me out in the cold
You left me out anyway
Without a care in the world
If water is better than stick to the glass it don't run through your veins
When you get kidney failure don't they clean your blood from all that toxicity
It goes back to the vein and the water is flushed out during dialysis
Just remember it's a part of you for all eternity and once pushed away
It never comes back, but its always going to be a part of you
So it will always sting the soul when you choose your friends over family
Sorrys are no good anymore
To revert back to the same stubborn ole self
Nobody hung thee by a rope
A nice phone call or text wouldn't hurt
Yet too busy watering plants that may die
Whilst family is family forever
It don't matter how much I forgive
You don't care and yes you had a rough road
I did too and sacrificed very much for everyone
I'm under appreciated too and get nothing in return
Maybe your friends deserve you
You're too selfish for me
You get affection but don't want it
From others it's like holding the stars
Perhaps it's time to consider a great plan
Mum is Mum and I'll never leave her side but you made me stay here
I had no kids I was free and could have gone anywhere
You begged and pleaded me to help you
I did but when I needed you
You'd rather help others
Thanks a lot
For years of heart ache
Now I'm done with you for good
When you get heart broken
You got enough friends to cry to
They aren't family though
All I'm gonna say Is
You do good, but don't neglect those who need you
Mum and me in the freezing cold when you could have helped us
You deny everything and argue your point across
Don't say to me I'm selfish when all I do is help my family
Yes your life is exhausting so why spend so much time seeking validation from others
When you got God to give you all that praise on Qiyama
Yet lose the blessings of your family
Making your mother angry and your siblings
Making friends with people your kids disapprove off
Neglecting their needs when they tell you they want to spend more time with you
Enough is enough get your shite together
Or you lose me for good
I won't tell you again







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