I have plans that include those
Who never left my side
In happiness
Nor in sadness
They'll be part of me forever
They understand my frustration
Even when I snap that I forgive quickly
They know I'm fiery and will always support me
Throughout my life
They're a part of my moonlight
Deep within that glow they know my mystery
They'll always be loved sincerely
I can always be my trueself around them
We laugh, make more memories and they make my life special
I don't belong in the urban parts
They don't like me and can't understand me
My heart and mind drifts into a universe where I want to feel something
So I need to go far away in a different place
I tried to love, but they rejected my love
Like they're afraid to feel it
Afraid to have true friends or lovers
Like ivy growing wild on a tree until it reaches the top and all the others grow far away from it afraid Like the corona
The recession separated many, as did the swine and redundancy and cuts
Then pandemic and corona, but this won't end in one part like the plague
This will just continue
Only I have my own blessings from God and appreciiate less is more
Lesson well learned and my dad I know will be proud even if I don't have something I know he always wanted me to have
Yet he always knew I'd be a little fussy
Only I know the kind of person I really need
Is not handsome, he's not wealthy
He's what God has planned for Ms and definitely only then that clock stops turning anti clockwise