Revolving door of emotions.
One day I want to lie beside you, us against the world.
The next day I want to distant myself from you.
Alone again
But how can I expect you to show me your emotions when I can't understand mine?
All of this suffering, for what?
A make believe life
A chance to no longer be solemn.
You still ignite every spark within me.
Buring hot
Boiling
Then fizzled
dripping, silent.
I am back to the beginning.