Taken aback, disillusioned by the situation
Confusion spreading like wildfire in my mind and throughout my heart
Why do I even like this man so much?
Misunderstanding is the basis for it all
State of mind on different levels
The depth of ones soul creates the energy to be heard, to be seen
I could see him in my mind, I picture him in a vision
I don’t even really know him, but we have crossed a journey parallel, unbelievable that has ended in negative energy and shattered hearts, dislike, maybe hate towards me, …..
…..death in my stomach…..I seen it coming.
I’m insane to him and he has no positive words for me
My words have been so truthful, my body has been so loyal, but he hears lies
I feel his anger and I want to replace it with something good.
I can feel the pain in my tears because he has thrown me away
He wonders why I write, but it is my passion, it is my comforter, it is my second language
Distant friends, do you even remember me?
Go on with life, I have to remind myself
In my mind to rebuild what was
What really was?
Whatever it was I want it back… be sure I will find
Because it was good then
Or at least better then this