Drained emotions,
Constant fear of life’s tosses and turns
Serious in this time of my life
Searching sometimes for an answer I already knew
I have this sense of confusion overwhelm me right now
And I do not like it
Life’s challenges
Trying to understand my life in this world
Or
Trying to understand this world in my life
When you know what to do, but you don’t do it and feel confused,
What’s that about?
I need love and happiness
And I need it right now
My emotions feel choked up with doubt falling into the mind’s pool of confusion
Confusion all around,
Everywhere
I’m missing what I don’t have
I’m missing what I had
I have now what I thought I was missing and don’t want it anymore
I was 100% sure yesterday
And today I have different thoughts
And tomorrow, who knows,
I might be 100% unsure, not knowing what it was that I was sure about to begin with
Confusion, I tell you…
Sometimes my mind is drowning in it…..
can’t breath, Because confusion is holding me down…loving me, for it’s company
My mind is filled with craziness sometimes,
Ok, let’s talk,
What is really real?
Ok, you are born into this world,
You take a walk or run through the journey of your life and you die with your body underneath the dirt of this world,
Regardless of how you lived your life
What’s that about? Do you know?
Confusion…
and what you think you know, you really don’t know
