Where do I go
Which way do I turn
Searching for the love
I so desperately yearn
Fading memories of a past I'd soon forget
Isolated and alone
Waiting for one not met.
Is he just a vision or
Does he really exist
An illusion of a fantasy
Like a ship in the midst
The truth of it all remains to be seen
For at this moment he is just a dream .
Laying awake i stare into the night
Doom and dread surround me like demons that i fight
Rivers of emotion flow like a swift moving tide
Spiraling on this downward slide.