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When the Pieces Started Falling Down.

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My Decision

My Minds made up, and with life I’m through I’ve tried so long, now I cant continue I hate the way that I hate myself And I hate the way I live, giving but having nothing left I hate the way I hurt people like I do But I never wanted it to come down to me hurting you I don’t know why things are the way they are And I don’t know why it feels so good to look down upon my scars I don’t know how to recover from this siness Slowly I am destroying myself, you can be my witness If you want to help, or be with me all the way Then you can support my decision, and let me die this way I’m no stranger To the edge of a razor For it and my skin have met dozens of times before All the near life experiences, I’d love to have one more I want to die, I need things to end It honestly hurts to exist; I don’t want to be born again If you think that I'm all talk and no action The only reason I’m still here is for your satisfaction You don’t understand, and I don’t expect you to But I hurt inside, and I’m not allowed to let it show though to you I smile, I laugh, but inside I’m falling apart I am alone, scared, and guilty of having a dieing heart


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