John's poems of...LIFE - LIVING &LOVE...JDJ
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NOW I SIT'
CALM AND
COMPLETELY
SILENT - NUMB
AND --=-- STILL************
AS IM WITH ==GOD== STAYING, AND CONSTANTLY------NON-STOP,
FAITHFULLY__PRAYING__AND__REALLY__STRUGGLING__AND ALL
OF MY__EMOTIONS__ OF SADNESS, HURT, AND DEEP--DARK,
H U R T I NJ G---DEVASTATING----DESPAIR,
I AM DEALING WITH AND
J-U-G-G-L-I-N-G---===---AND TO KEEP
(((((((((((((((((((((((((( GOD )))))))))))))))))))))))))
IN MY LIFE AND LIVING----IM TRYING
NOT--TO--BE--HARSHLY--------JUDGEMENTAL,
AND TO BE--GRUDGINGLY---ANGRY-BUT---I
REALLY PRAY OH DEAR
LORD, THY WILL NOT MINE
BE--DONE, AND I---------PRAY
FOR --GOD-- TO GIVE
ME STRENGTH AND
C O U R A G E, AND
FOR THE ----------TRAGIC--
PAINFUL UNHEALING
L O S S
L O S S
L O S S
L O S S
L O S S
LOSS
OF MY
SWEETHEART
=== JAMAL ===
MY----------WIFE
MY-----------LIFE
AND I PRAY
H E L P--------ME
DEAR [[[ GOD ]]]
TO STAND----TALL,
AND------------ACCEPT
THY HOLY
LOVING HEAVENLY
W I L L
W I L L
W I L L
W I L L
W I L L
WILL--==--************
WE ALL MOURN---===---************
A DEARLY BELOVED--LOVED--ONE, AND WE FEEL
ACHING HEART BREAKING, COLD TROUBLED
SAD DOWN LOW AND HURTFULLY---BLUE,
WITH-----UNHEALING----------DARK----DESPAIR.
AND PERMANENT STAYING HEART--PAIN,
WITH--NO--RELIEF--OF---DEEP---GRIEF,
AS WE FEEL WE ARE IN THE
DIRECT--CENTER--OF THE
EYE-----OF A
HURRICANE
COLD
RUTHLESS
STORM---===---************
ITS GONNA BE ONE MONTH
OF THE TRAGIC LOSS, OF MY
LIFE MY LOVING SWEETHEART
WIFE=== [[[ JAMALA ]]] IS COMING ON
THE 1ST. DAY OF OCTOBER---===---***********
AS ALL OF THE MONTH OF THIS---SEPTEMBER,
I IN MY, HEART AND MIND FEEL - TOTAL
EXHAUSTING MOURNING SLEEPLESS
SHOCKING HURTFUL AWFUL TRAGIC
B
L
U
R
R---===---************
SO IM PRAYING AND SURVIVING--CRYING------AND--SIGHING
AND NOT--GOOD---===-RESTING-===-OR---SOUNDLY-===-SLEEPING
TRYING TO MAKE IT TO THE
ONE-------MONTH----GOAL
>>>>>>>>>>>> MARK---===---***********
WITH PRAYING FAITH LOVE AND
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
HOPE
TO--MEND--AND
HEAL---MY
HEART---===---************
THEN BEGIN A NEW MONTH
AGAIN---===---************
AND ALL OF MY PRAYERS TO
))))))))))))))) GOD (((((((((((((((
I SHALL EVERY DAY AND NIGHT
LOVINGLY-------SEND-----FOR----THE
REST---===---===---===---OF MY
LIFE AND LIVING
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
AMEN---===---************
BY JOHN D JUNGERS
30----------------SEPTEMBER-----2024
CALM AND
COMPLETELY
SILENT - NUMB
AND --=-- STILL************
AS IM WITH ==GOD== STAYING, AND CONSTANTLY------NON-STOP,
FAITHFULLY__PRAYING__AND__REALLY__STRUGGLING__AND ALL
OF MY__EMOTIONS__ OF SADNESS, HURT, AND DEEP--DARK,
H U R T I NJ G---DEVASTATING----DESPAIR,
I AM DEALING WITH AND
J-U-G-G-L-I-N-G---===---AND TO KEEP
(((((((((((((((((((((((((( GOD )))))))))))))))))))))))))
IN MY LIFE AND LIVING----IM TRYING
NOT--TO--BE--HARSHLY--------JUDGEMENTAL,
AND TO BE--GRUDGINGLY---ANGRY-BUT---I
REALLY PRAY OH DEAR
LORD, THY WILL NOT MINE
BE--DONE, AND I---------PRAY
FOR --GOD-- TO GIVE
ME STRENGTH AND
C O U R A G E, AND
FOR THE ----------TRAGIC--
PAINFUL UNHEALING
L O S S
L O S S
L O S S
L O S S
L O S S
LOSS
OF MY
SWEETHEART
=== JAMAL ===
MY----------WIFE
MY-----------LIFE
AND I PRAY
H E L P--------ME
DEAR [[[ GOD ]]]
TO STAND----TALL,
AND------------ACCEPT
THY HOLY
LOVING HEAVENLY
W I L L
W I L L
W I L L
W I L L
W I L L
WILL--==--************
WE ALL MOURN---===---************
A DEARLY BELOVED--LOVED--ONE, AND WE FEEL
ACHING HEART BREAKING, COLD TROUBLED
SAD DOWN LOW AND HURTFULLY---BLUE,
WITH-----UNHEALING----------DARK----DESPAIR.
AND PERMANENT STAYING HEART--PAIN,
WITH--NO--RELIEF--OF---DEEP---GRIEF,
AS WE FEEL WE ARE IN THE
DIRECT--CENTER--OF THE
EYE-----OF A
HURRICANE
COLD
RUTHLESS
STORM---===---************
ITS GONNA BE ONE MONTH
OF THE TRAGIC LOSS, OF MY
LIFE MY LOVING SWEETHEART
WIFE=== [[[ JAMALA ]]] IS COMING ON
THE 1ST. DAY OF OCTOBER---===---***********
AS ALL OF THE MONTH OF THIS---SEPTEMBER,
I IN MY, HEART AND MIND FEEL - TOTAL
EXHAUSTING MOURNING SLEEPLESS
SHOCKING HURTFUL AWFUL TRAGIC
B
L
U
R
R---===---************
SO IM PRAYING AND SURVIVING--CRYING------AND--SIGHING
AND NOT--GOOD---===-RESTING-===-OR---SOUNDLY-===-SLEEPING
TRYING TO MAKE IT TO THE
ONE-------MONTH----GOAL
>>>>>>>>>>>> MARK---===---***********
WITH PRAYING FAITH LOVE AND
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
H O P E
HOPE
TO--MEND--AND
HEAL---MY
HEART---===---************
THEN BEGIN A NEW MONTH
AGAIN---===---************
AND ALL OF MY PRAYERS TO
))))))))))))))) GOD (((((((((((((((
I SHALL EVERY DAY AND NIGHT
LOVINGLY-------SEND-----FOR----THE
REST---===---===---===---OF MY
LIFE AND LIVING
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
A M E N
AMEN---===---************
BY JOHN D JUNGERS
30----------------SEPTEMBER-----2024
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NOW I SIT, CALM AND -- STILL
NOW I SIT, CALM AND -- STILL