Ending your life wasn't easy for me,
But back then, I was so young and so naive,
Manipulated and feeling trapped by those,
You see, who were supposed to take care of me.
Sorry my sweet baby angel, my little child,
Please forgive me for what I've done to you,
Now I fully understand, what was meant to be,
And the terrible injustice I've done against you.
Now I have to live without you the rest of my days,
Remembering forever,that I could have, had you
But never happened to be and now will never be,
Now it's too late, for you and also for me.
I didn't really want it to do it that way,
But I was so very young and almost a child myself,
Kind of lost and astrayed and easily by others mislead,
I wasn't strong enough to protected you and fight for you.
I always loved you well my sweet baby angel of mine.
Sleep well my sweet child that one day in heaven we'll meet again.
Dorian Petersen Potter