Choking my throat,
as I try to hold,
all my sobs down,
How can this be?
When I still love you,
and you care for me,
yet we're not together,
missing your warm embrace,
laughing over silly things,
that look you'd get on your face,
but intead here I am
trying to be strong,
and wanting to move on,
but half desiring to hold,
onto all I ever had in you,
I gotta be strong,
I gotta be tought,
But I wanna breakdown,
No one ever told me love is rough?
I always believed it to be a fairy tale
Now, I gotta wake up to reality
Struggling to let go of a part of me.