M's Poetry
Nothing At All
I hope after a while I will feel nothing for you
to stir in hatred is never good
but sometimes you should
maybe if I pretended you didn't exist
would I get through any better than this?
I don't know how to get to where
I feel nothing at all
where your name doesn't resonate pain
I want to feel indifferent
I want to feel like I can live again
you know the truth is it's harder than it looks
and the reality is
nothing is as simple as closing the book
but with each chapter I feel I will see the end soon
nothing last forever
and I have learned everything is not doomed
forgiveness is the key
I just have to find a way to get into the room
then only will I feel better.
2003@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
to stir in hatred is never good
but sometimes you should
maybe if I pretended you didn't exist
would I get through any better than this?
I don't know how to get to where
I feel nothing at all
where your name doesn't resonate pain
I want to feel indifferent
I want to feel like I can live again
you know the truth is it's harder than it looks
and the reality is
nothing is as simple as closing the book
but with each chapter I feel I will see the end soon
nothing last forever
and I have learned everything is not doomed
forgiveness is the key
I just have to find a way to get into the room
then only will I feel better.
2003@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
