M's Poetry
Forgive Me
You know I lost you
and the guilt has never left me
just been buried on the inside
I put you out of my mind
but it doesn't stop the hands of time
and I have tried to talk myself into thinking
I knew what was best
but I was wrong, you're gone, there is nothing left
please forgive me, excuse me
I need my demons to be excerised until they die
I need to let you know
at the time I really tried
but it wasn't enough, I wasn't,
a force much bigger than us was working
damn those drugs for taking you away
Forgive me for not being stronger and doing more
forgive me for letting you think
anything but you was more important
please forgive me for failing you
when you needed me the most
please forgive me looking back I choked
I didn't get you the help you so badly needed
please forgive the friendship and love I cheated
when you whipser it's okay
then maybe I will live again wholly and completely
just please forgive me.
2003@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
and the guilt has never left me
just been buried on the inside
I put you out of my mind
but it doesn't stop the hands of time
and I have tried to talk myself into thinking
I knew what was best
but I was wrong, you're gone, there is nothing left
please forgive me, excuse me
I need my demons to be excerised until they die
I need to let you know
at the time I really tried
but it wasn't enough, I wasn't,
a force much bigger than us was working
damn those drugs for taking you away
Forgive me for not being stronger and doing more
forgive me for letting you think
anything but you was more important
please forgive me for failing you
when you needed me the most
please forgive me looking back I choked
I didn't get you the help you so badly needed
please forgive the friendship and love I cheated
when you whipser it's okay
then maybe I will live again wholly and completely
just please forgive me.
2003@ Copyright by Megan Bishop
