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2 of 4 elements*
3 of 4 elements*
4 of 4 elements*
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An Alternate Plane Where I Don't Write..
An Angel, The Other Angels Gather Around
An Answer ?To Elliptical Questions..
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As I Sleep, As I Wake
As I Started To Count My Blessings
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A Kiss On My Lips
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Breeze, Softly Whisper..
Call Me Old-Fashioned..
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Dancing Hands
Deadly Thoughts
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(Right Then) Stuck in That Evil High
i sat there
trying to draw
but, alas..
to emotionally constipated
to let the pencil flow on it's own.
YOU CAN'T FORCE IT!
is the mantra that SCREAMS in my brain
and
(oh my God)
i feel scared
of myself
and my soul
and i feel
i fear..
i don't like myself very much
and my actions
and my decisions
(right now)
it's like, mmmm, like some self-imposed punishment
fit for a crime
i feel
(right now)
i continue to commit by my very existance.
so i stop
(as i stop)
to take a hit
and put a halt to my artisic expression.
(deaden the senses)
giving away the gift
God gave me
one time
when i was high.
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